Shit man careful careful [ he tries to help but almost knocks himself over in the process. Smooth. ]
Yes! [ he points at him and claps him on the arm like he has any sort of idea what he's talking about. ]
Nothing better than a blow job. Apart from sex. The rest of sex. Hey hey hey [ his voice raises in pitch ] which do you do? Like the gay thing. You the sexee or the sexer?
I've seen you looking, Nate. You saying if I said I'd fuck you you wouldn't be up for it?
[ His hand on his chest moves, lifts, curling a bit around Nate's neck. It's in part just holding himself upright, not really any more intent than that, but even then he's stroking his fingers a little against his skin.
[He can't think of a single thing to say. His alcohol soaked mind is just convinced he's imagining all of this. But god it feels nice to have him touching him like that, that small stroking of his fingers.
Remembering to breathe is about as much as he can manage.
[ And then it happens. He doesn't plan it or think about it. But he does move in, almost stumbling against him as he presses his lips to Nate's. Its a bit awkward and messy at first, just pressure of lips on lips, but that doesn't last long. Because fuck he really does have soft lips doesn't he? ]
[Nothing sobers you up faster than your best friend kissing you when you know how freaked out it will make them. Worse yet when you've started to realize you have some feelings for them.
And wow it's nice to kiss him.
Maybe it's the shock that causes his lips to slightly part, but it's quickly a little less than chaste now.]
[ It had been... he's not sure, some sort of a joke? Drunken logic is hardly the most well thought out. It had just seemed like a fun thing to do, but now? Now his hand is moving and clutching the side of Nate's face as he rolls his tongue towards those parted lips and against Nate's.
There's a shift somewhere. From a kiss for a laugh, a kiss that's most definitely just to his mate, to something else entirely.
Trouble is he's just to drunk to recognise any of it. ]
[Feeling Matt's tongue move, brushing against his own, there's a quiet noise that Nate can't stop himself from making.
Lucy was right. He's good. Probably right about all of it, he guesses.
He'd like to find out.
His hands move, steadying himself by resting at Matt's hips. He can't think too much about this or he knows he'll say or do something wrong. So instead he just goes by instinct, tugging Matt a little closer as he meets him in the kiss, not a passive participant but definitely proving he knows what he's doing.]
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Shit! Yeah- I mean I don't mind it. Better if I know I'll get the favor returned, yeah?
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Yes! [ he points at him and claps him on the arm like he has any sort of idea what he's talking about. ]
Nothing better than a blow job. Apart from sex. The rest of sex. Hey hey hey [ his voice raises in pitch ] which do you do? Like the gay thing. You the sexee or the sexer?
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Yeah? Serious?
And you like being fucked? Like up the arse? [ Well he definitely doesn't have a vagina, Matthew ]
But you like tucking people too? Who'd you want to fuck?
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Jeffrey was alright. Never would have guessed he was the sort, I bet. But he didn't want any part of having a go. Just wanted me to let him have it.
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[ and by the magic of the narrative they are arriving home. Getting a key in the door is fucking hard man ]
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[He's barely through the door before he starts putting in that guys number and texting him.]
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[ yay they made it inside ]
No but I told you you'd get some right? You're a great fucking bloke, Nate. You really are. Good looking bloke. You could have your pick.
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And you could do fucking damage with those cheekbones man. Like a fucking model aren't ya. Tell you what if I liked blokes I'd be all over ya.
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Oh. Well, thanks. You know a guy told me once that kissing me was almost like kissing a woman.
[Just a fun fact for you.]
Think he meant it as a compliment. Dunno.
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[ he starts to laugh, looking at Nate's lips because yeah they look pretty soft and nice and all he supposed. ]
Well you know what.
[ he sort of stumbles as he faces him, pointing a finger against his chest and basically poking him ]
You should let me be the judge of that.
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Yeah? You want to be the final say for that one?
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I know you fancy me. It's okay. It's cool.
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Course I don't. I don't fall for straight guys. Bet you're a crap kisser anyway.
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[ His hand on his chest moves, lifts, curling a bit around Nate's neck. It's in part just holding himself upright, not really any more intent than that, but even then he's stroking his fingers a little against his skin.
Fuck he's drunk. ]
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Remembering to breathe is about as much as he can manage.
Which probably says a lot.]
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And wow it's nice to kiss him.
Maybe it's the shock that causes his lips to slightly part, but it's quickly a little less than chaste now.]
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There's a shift somewhere. From a kiss for a laugh, a kiss that's most definitely just to his mate, to something else entirely.
Trouble is he's just to drunk to recognise any of it. ]
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Lucy was right. He's good. Probably right about all of it, he guesses.
He'd like to find out.
His hands move, steadying himself by resting at Matt's hips. He can't think too much about this or he knows he'll say or do something wrong. So instead he just goes by instinct, tugging Matt a little closer as he meets him in the kiss, not a passive participant but definitely proving he knows what he's doing.]
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